到不了

我找不到我们的平衡点
我到不了你所谓的朋友
也许在你心的我什么都不是
我无法融入你们的话题内
这让我觉得那里已没有可以让我立足的地方了

我们活在不同的平行世界
我们相遇的机会可能只有七十亿分之一的机会
就算让我们相遇了
我们之间没有可以聊的话题
这样的我们跟陌生人有分别吗？

我们的聊天室变得安静
我不再主动找你聊天
你也不再出现
可能有一天，我们在街上碰面
我们会变成最熟悉的陌生人

如果我会驾车，我会带你去你想去的地方
如果我有一辆车，我会时常跑去你家偷偷望你
如果你愿意，其实我只想做你的好朋友

~1~
Feel like want to share something here but then i realize that there isn't anything that i can share,
is sad actually.
Life is so meaningless to me now
no aim, no mood, no impress

Really miss the days spent with those buddies, no matter where are you now, i just want to let u guys know that i really miss you so much.
School life, Taiwan trip, tuition time, events...
memorable~

~2~
Just found a couple in my school now, so sweet...
if i could brave enough to confess, but it just a stupid decision because the answer is so obvious
i hate feeling, it just like controlling your day.
i hate myself that i can't forget you
i hate myself that i always thinking of you where ever i'm
i just looks like a fool because you won't ever know that
every time i just pretend that i dun care
but in the heart i do care..so much

~3~
i just need a person who can listen to me now because i do have millions of words to express
unfortunately, there isn't such person
it just making me so emo day to day
damm, i really hate it ><

lifes

~1~
sometimes i wonder if i could live without you, probably.
although we did't talk much to each other, but the feeling is always there.
i wish you could speak to me and tell me about you story of your day, then i will listen quietly to you and smile to you.
i wish you could know that i'm thinking of you, i really hope that you will know it.

today's life is so meaningless
no aim for me any more, except for study.
what else can i do other than thinking of you to cover all this feeling?

that is just an impossible between us
no matter what i do, i just can't make you be mine
so maybe i have to let you go
or maybe i should grab you with my arms? 

~2~
feeling like a fool, being cheat by friends.
the trust between us is so invaluable, isn't?
giving fully believe on you, but you just be lie to me.
this is what beLIEve
that is a lie between us, and now should i still trust what you tell me, or i just ignore you?
maybe i'm not so important to you, so do i should being the same?

~3~
is good to express yourself through words
always hoping that one day, there will be a person that will always listen to your feeling and truly know your feeling.
that is good, isn't?