lifes

~1~
sometimes i wonder if i could live without you, probably.
although we did't talk much to each other, but the feeling is always there.
i wish you could speak to me and tell me about you story of your day, then i will listen quietly to you and smile to you.
i wish you could know that i'm thinking of you, i really hope that you will know it.

today's life is so meaningless
no aim for me any more, except for study.
what else can i do other than thinking of you to cover all this feeling?

that is just an impossible between us
no matter what i do, i just can't make you be mine
so maybe i have to let you go
or maybe i should grab you with my arms? 

~2~
feeling like a fool, being cheat by friends.
the trust between us is so invaluable, isn't?
giving fully believe on you, but you just be lie to me.
this is what beLIEve
that is a lie between us, and now should i still trust what you tell me, or i just ignore you?
maybe i'm not so important to you, so do i should being the same?

~3~
is good to express yourself through words
always hoping that one day, there will be a person that will always listen to your feeling and truly know your feeling.
that is good, isn't?